Hi again! How was your day guys? Mine was busy and tiring. But I want to share something related to L.O.V.E. Have you guys ever fallen in love? In love we will feel appreciated, happy, hurt, broken to pieces as well as the damn mixed feeling.
Hurt when you can't understand your partner or misunderstand on certain problem. Well, when you feel hurt, it left scars that will keep on bleeding even though you have worked hard to heal it. Hmm.
Loves,
rarajasmine.
Tuesday, 19 January 2016
Monday, 18 January 2016
Best Frienemy!
Hi all, we meet again! Yes, at last I can spend some time to post new entry on my blog. I was quite busy with my Final Examination, yeah as we all know engineer to-be does last minutes works, so do I.
For this time, I would like to share something on a term called "Best Frienemy". It is the short form for Best "Friend + Enemy" which means someone who closed to you that shares joys and sadness with you and you guys absolutely love to quarrel without a single reason. Awhh, so sweet right?
Well, I also have one. Unfortunately, that person is him. Lets call him Mr. CL . I've been friend with him since Form 1 but we got closed when we're in Form 2. He is the one who always teasing me without getting bored. At a moment, we argued but we get back again and again until now. There was one day, I confused with my own feeling or maybe because of I'm feeling all alone that drove me wrong telling him that I like him more than a friend. You know what happened next? He didn't text or call me until I text him asking for his forgiveness. This is not what I ask for. Yeah, having a bestfriend with different sex is very challenging. So, I promised to him not to do that again. But I'm just a mere human. I tried to convert this feeling into something else and every time i was thinking of loving him more than a friend, I immediately manipulating my own feeling. I really love this Friendship.
Hmm, a tough moment was when he told me he has someone that he's going to take her as his wife. Gosh, that's hurt me so much. Seriously, I don't even mind if he told me he has lots of scandals but I feel pain after he told me this? Oh God! What is wrong with me. Why I have to feel this pain. I don't want to burst into tears but I can't stop it. Hmm! What should I do?
Loves,
rarajasmine.
For this time, I would like to share something on a term called "Best Frienemy". It is the short form for Best "Friend + Enemy" which means someone who closed to you that shares joys and sadness with you and you guys absolutely love to quarrel without a single reason. Awhh, so sweet right?
Well, I also have one. Unfortunately, that person is him. Lets call him Mr. CL . I've been friend with him since Form 1 but we got closed when we're in Form 2. He is the one who always teasing me without getting bored. At a moment, we argued but we get back again and again until now. There was one day, I confused with my own feeling or maybe because of I'm feeling all alone that drove me wrong telling him that I like him more than a friend. You know what happened next? He didn't text or call me until I text him asking for his forgiveness. This is not what I ask for. Yeah, having a bestfriend with different sex is very challenging. So, I promised to him not to do that again. But I'm just a mere human. I tried to convert this feeling into something else and every time i was thinking of loving him more than a friend, I immediately manipulating my own feeling. I really love this Friendship.
Hmm, a tough moment was when he told me he has someone that he's going to take her as his wife. Gosh, that's hurt me so much. Seriously, I don't even mind if he told me he has lots of scandals but I feel pain after he told me this? Oh God! What is wrong with me. Why I have to feel this pain. I don't want to burst into tears but I can't stop it. Hmm! What should I do?
Loves,
rarajasmine.
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